Update--2023

Some of the posts in all three of my Waterlily blogs are out of date, and I've deleted many.  Would like to go through the blogs some more, if I had time, but am not sure I'll be able to...?  The Halloween deadline, which I've written about, may not be relevant to the special police project any longer...?  Some of us have worked through some issues and we may not need the Halloween story...?  

When I first started my Waterlily Story blog, it was to help people understand the Landlord/Tenant matter and the related issues better.  Then, I found that the blog was helpful in my communications with the police and some firefighters in the special police project--it wasn't my only communication but it was an additional one, and it seemed to help sometimes.  Not all of these posts would be significant to other readers...?  Next, I was under some stress and was venting and expressing myself in other posts....  Sometimes I wrote anything and everything that I thought might help to resolve the police business!  I also wrote near the beginning of the first blog that if I offended anyone or said something incorrect or inappropriate in a legal sense in my blogs, I'm willing to print corrections or make deletions, as needed.  It's not a problem.  

The Labels in the sidebar give some specialized topics that people might be interested in?  They may or may not be the most important topics to consider--they were just what came up in the course of my writing....  Also, people are welcome to scroll through the subtitles of the blogs and see what might interest them.

The pamphlet which I wrote for my church is posted in the first Waterlily Story blog.  Much of the rest of my blog was really for my church, or other Christians, also, besides for the police....  But anybody is welcome if they're interested.

A For-Profit, Humanitarian Project

In the past, I've referred to the special police project as a "charity project" but because money had been earned, I said it wasn't appropriate to call it that....  A better term, however, might be a humanitarian or philanthropic project....  Would that be accurate?  And it wasn't the majority of police who were involved but only a minority....  The intention has been to help people even though money was raised at the same time.  When we think of charitable organizations, we usually mean they're not-for-profit....  I think it's fair to call the police project a humanitarian effort which was for-profit as well....

Of course, after it's confirmed that money has been involved people may be skeptical about which intention was greater--the desire to help people or a desire to make profits...?  And it's a legitimate question.  Nevertheless, I believe a for-profit, humanitarian project is what we've been dealing with....  And this term helps to put things into perspective...!

[For the record, it's not the parties being helped who've paid into the profits but there were other parties who did that.]

A New Update--part two

For the record, I've been writing in Waterlily Story--the first blog--for a few months and more to try to resolve the final issues with this business....  People can go to the first blog if they wish to know more information...? 

A New Update

In this Waterlily Story III blog, I've been explaining about the special police project to the best of my knowledge and ability, to date.  I've said I was done with the criminal matters...and I've said they weren't prosecuted fairly....  Also, I've said the police wanted my help as a civilian in their undercover project....

Have explained some reasons why the police wanted my family and me to be the ones to help them....  And we were functional people, but sometimes dysfunctional....  Have been realizing recently that the problems I've experienced were more my fault than I had at first understood....

These days, if anyone is known in polite society as having spoken unfairly against gays or otherwise made discriminating comments against people in a protected group, they won't prosper....  People will hold them accountable.  And I believe that's what I've been dealing with recently....  I had to resolve all the issues with my former landlord/tenant matter and to make amends, to the best of my ability....  --Even though I perhaps wasn't the only one at fault....  But I've done what I can now.--I believe I'm finished.

As I've also said before, the police knew I had weaknesses and they wanted to get to me....  And I believe some of them have appreciated the work I've done in the meantime....

In the past, I'd made efforts to apologize for all my errors but I sometimes wasn't aware of them; and I didn't know the right ways to apologize....  But I got help from the Internet and from books written by psychologists--one, which I mentioned, which happened to be from a Jewish psychologist; and another one was from two, Christian psychologists....  So, I feel a lot more confident and comfortable at this time....

Adjusting the Plans--Part 2

The police can take a little more time to think about what they want to do and to check out my information, if they still need to....  But in the meantime, it seems to be time to quit my writing...until and unless I get a fair contract or get my pay/compensation....  Have written about this in my other Waterlily blogs, also.

My Trading Places--Part 2

Have written some things earlier in this blog about my so-called criminal matters....  If the police wanted me to "trade places," they also used my own weaknesses to get me....  They set me up to fail...and I failed....  So, I've spent time getting over the problems that I created for myself, in a sense....  Am just trying to be fair and reduce some of the blame on the police...although they really have had many kinds of complicated plans...!!!  I realize that I haven't been completely innocent; and I've worked to make up for my mistakes....  Just wanted to say that here.

Adjusting the Plans

It seems some of the police involved in the special police project had had a plan that a particular Mountie HQ was going to bring the project to a conclusion, and they were going to get me to "come out."  But this was a false assumption because I'm not gay.  So, right now I'm waiting to see what the police want to do...?  [Some of them told me earlier that they needed to replace the mistaken story with a better one....]

Re-Defining the Police Project

At the beginning of this blog, I referred to the police project as an investigation; and maybe that wasn't exactly correct...?  I believe it's been more like a public information and public awareness campaign, for LGBTQ issues; and it wasn't done openly in public but was carried on in a one-to-one basis....  The police were speaking to individuals, and to community and government leaders; and perhaps some business groups and sports groups were contacted....  The police all over North America have been involved--working quietly over many years--and I've worked as their helper and assistant more recently....

The film and television industries have shadowed this campaign and have more or less discreetly told stories about the police project and the issues involved....  The film/TV people have also paid money for the stories they received, as far as I understand; and profits have been made for the police....  Myself, I've also needed to have a lot of contact with the film/TV people and programs....

So far, this campaign hasn't been publicized but I expect that one day it will be....  And I believe it was a groundbreaking effort....


NOTE ADDED ON NOVEMBER 16, 2017:  There was a time when I got some job training and wanted to work in my field...but the circumstances kept leading me to the police project.  Even though I had no contract with the police, I saw there was a connection to the film/TV people and it seemed logical that money was involved....  Therefore, I was agreeable to participating.--I had no job and needed an income.  Things got to be more intense than I could've imagined with the second, false criminal charge....  There were times that I was told I couldn't walk away....  I was forced to participate, in other words.  That was my view.  And the police aren't known for gentle tactics....  And I did my share of complaining....  But there were other times that I was honestly willing to work with the police.  And I wanted to see the project through to its conclusion....  So, we've been working towards that end....

My "Trading Places"

There was a movie called Trading Places in 1983.  A rich, young man and a criminal were forced to switch places for a while, much to the delight of the criminal and the dismay of the rich man....  It was quite an interesting movie!  [If I recall, it was rated "R" but there was a censored version available on DVD...?]

What has happened to me, I believe, is that the secret police wanted me to be in the position that gays were in the USA many years ago. Namely, the gays were accused of having a psychiatric problem when they didn't have one*; they were accused of being criminals when they weren't criminals; and they were accused of sexual suspicion, impropriety, perversion, etc.  [Homosexuality used to be commonly associated with things like pedophilia and bestiality.]  To top it off, the secret police wanted the regular police--many of whom were gay themselves--who were helping them to have a more interesting time; and so they told them I was gay when I wasn't.  My supposed sexual orientation was the carrot on the end of a string for the gay police involved.

The untrue gay story has certainly made a difference and I'm going to write separately about something that happened....  It was apart from the lady whom I referred to as the "Queen Lady" in the first Waterlily blog, who was telling her stories in the meantime.... She had practically told me in person one time that she was lying because she thought it'd be helpful....

*There've been some issues with my mental health but not in the way that has been described and prosecuted....

Update From Last Year--Part 2

Near the beginning of my nature art/motivation blog--in November--I was reminded of something about my so-called criminal matters which had confused me and had never been completely resolved. So I took a little time to deal with it in my private writing/private blog.  I finally wrote about it publicly in the first Waterlily Story blog on September 5, just recently.

My health has been a problem in 2017 and I've been concerned also about the psychiatric medication which I'm still forced to take....  There are a number of issues involved though and I'm doing my best to deal with them.

Update From Last Year--Part 1

Last fall I started my nature art and motivational blog partly because I needed to earn some extra income and hoped I could profit from getting ads on the blog.  Before requesting the ads from Google, I wanted to build up enough content to make it worthwhile for both Google and the blog viewers.  I knew I couldn't hide my Waterlily Story blogs since they're on the Internet but it turned out there was a direct link to them on the front page of my nature blog.  It seemed to be part of the blog layout and it was beyond my control....  So, I knew I was stuck with having all my blogs together; and it wasn't necessarily a bad thing.

Haven't been able to get ads on the nature blog yet but it's been a creative effort for me while I've been trying to resolve the Waterlily Story issues....

It's Not Just Charity...

Earlier in this blog, and also in my original Waterlily Story blog, I've referred to the secret police project as a "charity project" for gay people....  I was trying to get a handle on what the police were doing....  But I've come to realize--and the police gave me a clue--that making money was also a large part of this business....  I believe the police and FC have earned money from film/TV royalties, or somewhere, and they have the money saved up in offshore accounts....  [And I've heard a clue about that in the past, also.]  And the money is still continuing to come in, I'm sure....

A few days ago, I wrote a post in the first blog about the money part....  And I was concerned that money was too big of a factor for the police and their associates...?

There've been some smaller groups of police, here and there, who've been concerned about getting their pay at different times....  But I wasn't able to make it happen and they weren't either....  Maybe it has to be the majority of the police, or a certain authority, who have to give the go-ahead...?

Also, I've found that the police and FC are "Heroes in Life," as someone said, and they're very busy with their day-jobs...they're in life-threatening situations for themselves or others on a frequent basis.... And then I've seen that many of them go off into retirement and disappear into oblivion...!?  They don't seem to be overly concerned about getting extra money...???

Myself, I've suggested that I'm willing to go to other employment at this time--if my involvement in the police project can be referred to as employment?  Some of the authorities in the police project agree that I should do something else....  And it's what I intend to do, unless any 11th-hour effects come in which would change the situation and cause us to settle and go public...!?

Right now, I don't want to tell what I'm planning for the near future, but I'll reveal it soon, if I go forward....

Have Done What I Can...

Have completed working on my criminal matters in my private writing some time ago and have given the parties time to think...but there's no response yet, of the kind I was hoping for....  Was hoping we could settle something and get ready for publicity by this Halloween....

It seems I'll have to start working on something else...some other work...and the parties may or may not appreciate that I'm turning my attention away from the criminal and LGBTQ+ issues...?  If they don't want to expose this business this year, I'll have to accept it....  Anyway, I believe I've done what I can for the time being....

Update

As I've stated in the original Waterlily blog today, there seems to be a little more work to be done concerning the criminal matters....  So, I'm working on it.... 

My View From Here

Recently, I heard through the "grapevine" that the police weren't planning to be ready to announce the secret police project in public even by this Halloween, 2016.  And that concerns me a lot because I believe they should absolutely be ready....  Maybe we'd have to focus and work at it but I know I'm willing to help.... 


What's going to happen on my side is that I have to request my pay immediately, or partial pay and a clear contract for the future....  I really can't expect to spend my time further on this business otherwise, and I don't think any reasonable person would ask me to....  The criminal matters haven't been wrapped up to my satisfaction, even though I believe I've made good efforts, and I'm not confident with the way things are being handled overall--as far as the actual business matters go....  As for charity work, they're making great progress.  But business and the movie plans, they're suffering....  [And as I've stated before, I have private connections where I contact the parties in question.  Am not making any demands through this blog, or my 3-part blog.] 

The Susan Name

Have seen evidence in film and TV that "Susan" was a name that was wanted for the secret police project....  And there have been connections to the Bible on different points, within the police project....  The only Susan name I was aware of in the Bible was in the New Testament, in Luke chapter 8, where a "Susanna" person had "ministered to Jesus," from her substance....  The Bible also says that when we help the poor and needy--of any kind--we're ministering to Jesus....  And I figured that's what I was doing by my writing...and it's not that I had much "substance" to be sharing with people...! 


However, I've recently learned that in the Catholic Bible, in the 13th chapter of Daniel in the Old Testament, there's a story of a Susanna who was falsely accused of a sexual sin....  [The Protestant Bibles only go to the 12th chapter of Daniel.]  This Susanna was almost going to be put to death, according to customs in those times, until she was cleared by a supporter.  Not all the details are the same but there's evidence elsewhere that this interpretation of the Susanna or Susan name is what's actually significant to the secret police project! 


The criminal harassment that I was charged with is considered to be a sexual crime....  And I was declared as a "love-obsessed stalker" by one assessment....  Maybe I wasn't "wholly innocent" but I wasn't guilty of this matter either, in my opinion; and I wish the police would get on with their business and clear my name.... 

Transgender Issues

In my first two blogs, I've been writing recently about transgender issues; and the governments of the USA and Canada have lately been dealing with them....  This is a topic that I haven't dealt with much, myself, until now....  I hope the secret police project will be happy that I've addressed it....  [Is there anything else that needs to be said?]


In the U.S. government this week, there was a fuss because one of the representatives brought up a Bible verse condemning homosexuality; and there were votes against supporting LGBT issues....  But the Bible condemns ALL sin and says all humans are sinners...and there's mercy and forgiveness....  And we're also supposed to love our enemies, etc.  And the Bible is very clear that we're not supposed to judge others....  We should look to ourselves and improve our own lives; and be merciful and helpful towards others....  I believe the Bible supports human rights, for the record.


In the police project, we've dealt with gay issues and gay marriage; and the last thing to cover was some transgender issues....  I'm not an expert on the topic but I've tried to learn something.  And there are current actions being taken and debated, as I've said....  It's a relevant topic.

The Publicity

Haven't heard a clear response about what the police want to do about the publicity since we missed the past Halloween...?  If they want to wait for the next Halloween, in 2016, it's still possible they could settle something with me in the meantime....  We'll just have to wait and see what comes up....

Publicity At Halloween Time Only...

Have heard from my secret sources that the police definitely want to expose the police project at Halloween--and only then....  And if it's not done this year, then it'll be another year...!!!  It was
in the plans from a long time ago that the publicity would happen at Halloween, as I've written
in the other parts of my blog.

Have also heard, through secret sources, from some police who are observing and supervising this business that they'd like to go public THIS HALLOWEEN, if we can possibly pull things together in time....  They're not against the idea, that is, and wouldn't mind--but we have to have everything lined up satisfactorily.... 

Myself, I've been working on something today and I'm very hopeful that we might be prepared for this year....  But it's not just up to me....  And as I've said, we seem to be on schedule--we still have
a little time left to resolve our business and make plans before this Halloween....  Can we make it???  Well, I'm trying, anyway....  [And I need some patience while I'm waiting to hear back from other people....]  We've been making good progress within the past while and I think it's reasonable to expect that the progress will continue....  ??????

Share, Share, Share

Just want to emphasize that all the parties in the police project, including the fire people, need to share their information with each other if they want to get somewhere from here....  I can't emphasize it enough!  The time for competition is over and it's time to cooperate.  And if people don't cooperate, I think they'll have skeletons in their closets which will be haunting them...and I've said to California that the skeletons may start rattling and even knocking on the door...! 

The police project was meant to be made public at some point; and I've been waiting for my justice and acknowledgment, not to mention financial remuneration....  I'm not the one who started this business and I don't have complete control--and all the blame doesn't belong to me, either!  I won't be getting all the credit and I shouldn't have to do all the work--although it sometimes seems that's what's happening.... 

The police have a good product--a good charity cause and a potential for a very successful film....  Am not completely sure how the firefighters/FC have fit in with the police...but sometimes the fire people have expressed that they'd like to see some success in their cause, also....  So, please, let's work together...or YOU work together now....  I feel that I've done what I can, without running myself completely ragged or perhaps worse....  God help us!